Worse than sad.

Maybe I'm a little sad. Sometimes, it's too hard to smile. Sometimes, there's nothing to smile about. What do you do when everyone is moving and you just can't? I'm stuck. I don't know what to do. I  never know what to do. Sometimes, it's just easier to hide under my covers and ignore everyone. You know, sometimes I even ignore myself. Did you know it was possible? Because it is. It's one of my talents. Ignoring myself. Maybe I'm a little worse than just 'sad.'