03.16.13

It kills me not seeing you. It's even sadder cause I can't do anything about it. I've done enough effort to talk to you but you won't let me. It seems like you don't miss me at all. It's hard for me to deal with this because I have no idea why things turned out this way. I wanna hug you, talk to you, hold your hand, kiss you, and just be with you. I want to be beside you right now. I also want to give you endless hugs to assure that things would be okay between us. I couldn't bear it not seeing you. I put aside my pride cause I can’t handle it anymore. I didn't care if you wouldn't reply, at least you knew what’s inside my head. It just makes me feel bad and down because I don’t know what to do to fix things up. Please don’t think that I don’t care because I do, please don't think that I don't love you anymore because I do and I always will like what I promised you. You know how much I don't want things to be this way. I hate how fucked up my feelings are right now. Please don't make it hard for the both of us.