Words left unsaid.

I'm not the girl I used to be. I admit, a lot of shit got to me. Pain does make people change.

Sorry, if I'm like this.
Sorry, for being a mess.
Sorry, for being maarte.
Sorry, for being madrama.
Sorry, for being such a problem to you.
Sorry, for having a girlfriend who overthinks too much.
Sorry, for loving someone who's emotionally unstable.

I need someone who I could vent and whine about how complicated my life is and I thought it's gonna be you--from all the people I know who would care. I guess I was wrong. Maybe I just expected too much from you. Maybe you don't really care at all. I guess it was my mistake for depending so much on you. Just please be considerate of what I might feel. I'm only human. I don't have to have it all together every minute of every day. I've got a lot of shit going through inside me--inside my head.

...I NEED YOU.