UGH SCHOOL

Nowhere near ready for 3rd year

Reasons why I’m being anxious about school:

• I might not get along with my classmates. I might be friendless. I have a hard time talking to strangers first and they might get the impression that I’m being a snob.
• Horror teachers. What if my works don’t meet their expectations? 
• I hate having to introduce myself over and over again and I hate reciting. My chest tightens when I recite and the words come out all wrong. I sound like shit when I talk. 
• Reporting. I’m really afraid to talk in front of a large crowd. Especially when their eyes and ears are all on me. I can’t speak properly and I can’t make an eye contact with the audience.
• I don’t think I can keep up with the lessons. I just don’t know.. Thinking of the subjects really makes me feel like I won’t be able to pass them. 
• I get uncomfortable when I interact. I don’t know how to be bubbly and exciting. 
• I have a hard time focusing especially if the teacher’s having a lecture. I always day dream. 
• My attention span and memorization skills suck bigtime. I get distracted way too easily.

My head’s completely being taken over by these crap. Fuck. I’m not ready for school yet.